[EDIT] AISH!! I don't think I'm gonna upload my xanga much these days .. Kinda sick of doing so, when I have nothing 2 write about or show .. & kinda busy moving my room's furniture 2 make a place 4 my new drawing-table!! Still not settled .. Yeah!! I also have some kinda hard work 4 my "Life & Art" class .. AAAAAAH >.<
The good news is that I'm recovered ^^
The bad 1 is that mom got it now >.<
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WAAAAAAAAH!!
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I HATE THESE DAYS!! SOUR THROAT & NOT A STRONG COLD, BUT IT AFFECTED MY RIGHT EAR 4 THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOOOLE LIFE!!! I feel like it's been plugged & I can't hear well now!! It even hurt me when I first wake up from sleeping, since I slept last night on my left side .. It really hurt so bad T_T
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Oh yeah! I just turned 19 >.< I dunno how 2 say it .. It's gonna sound stupid if I said "NOOOOO!!" & stuff .. I should thank god 4 giving me this new year of life, not complaining & show my ingratitude!! It would sound like saying "WHY AM I LIVING?! I RATHER DIEEE!!" Doesn't it sound stupid?! But well .. I really miss my 16 & 17 years of age!! I really enjoyed those ages!! Not girl, not yet a woman!! Puahaha!! I hate Britney >.<;
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Yeah!! About my B-day!! BLAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! Nothing was fun!! It actually SUCKED!!!
First! I woke up in the morning, with a reeeaaal dry throat (My cold just started on that day), a stomachache .. So, @ first, I didn't remember it was my B-day!! So, I got ready 4 college and went in the car with my dad!! My face wasn't normal .. Not smiling, but pouting! I was feeling sick, since I just knew that we ran outta Chocolate Milk, & that's the main thing in my breakfast, so when I took a Guava Juice (Since it's got Vitamin C 4 my B-day-cold), I felt like throwing up when I sipped alittle, so I gave it 2 my dad (He also had a cold, that's why I gave him) .. AAAAAAAANYWAYS!! I just remembered about my B-day in the middle of our way 2 college .. Didn't complain about my daddy not remember my Bday & stuff .. Just didn't feel like it then, I said 2 myself that I'm gonna complain 2morrow ..
When I got 2 college .. NO SINGLE PERSON TOLD ME HAPPY BDAY ON THEIR OWN!! When I c some1 I know, I chat alittle, and then go like "U didn't congratulate me 2day" & they go like "WHY?!! " & this really bugged me .. Then I go like " I turned 19 2day" & they go like "OH REALLY?! CONGRATS & HAPPY BDAY" .. WT?! I felt silly saying that many times that day ..
When I went back home after a crappy day @ college full of only waiting looong hours 4 my classes alone .. I threw myself on the sofa and took some herbal drinks & I couldn't go online & even 4got 2 turn on my Cellphone .. That's what made me loose a real special Bday gift!! Jessica called me 2 times just 2 sing me HAPPY BDAY, but she couldn't!! This really made my Bday worse T_T
Another weird thing happened .. We a maid from Sri-Lanka, and we just brought her husband 2 work with her in the house .. & geuss what? His Bday is just like mine!! & U know what?! SHE ALSO 4GOT ABOUT HIS BDAY!!!!! I Reminded her @ about 8PMish!! She really killed me!!She should'v @ least made us a B-day cake -____-;;
I swear only about 4 ppl who told me "HAPPY B-DAY" 2day!! I'm really depressed!! Anyways .. This is how I celebrated my Bday @ 8PMish!! After a looong day of depression >.<
Yeah!! I'm changing!! I told u guys!! I wanna b a better girl ^_~
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OK!! U know what makes me reeeaaaal happy?!! As we say here "Flying from Happiness"?! It's when I go 2 meet Grandma!! WAAAAH!! I love her sooo much!! Everytime I go visit her, she gives me this warm greeting .. Singing 4 me and smiling so much!! I like it when I c that smile on her face!! It gives me a feeling that she loves me so much too!! I dunno .. I don't c her with that same smile and warm greeting, when she meets her other grandsons!! I think it's bcz I'm helping her alot lately?! hmm .. Maybe like when I printed that, what do they call it? a kind of a prayer?! in big text size, since it was so small in that book .. & maybe bcz I always help her out with making clothes 4 the poor? She don't like throwing any piece of cloth .. She sew all small pieces 2gether and make clothes and stuff 4 the poor ppl in Africa .. It's the joy of her life, and I like staying with her when she works on 'em and help her out!! I feel like she becomes real happy when some1 shares with her happiness doing such stuff .. I'm glad she likes what I do & so glad 2 c her smile when she sees me!! I love my grandmaaaa *^^*
This is some of her work 4 the poor .. Nothing special .. But she don't feel like throwing a thing away when some1 out there needs it ..
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Look what my uncle has in his backyard's garden!! a TINY pomegranate .. He said this is what he's got only .. Nothing bigger ^^;
It was soooooo sour >.<;
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My friend is getting married on March 24th O_O;; She's still soooo young!! 19?! or 20?! What the?! Anyways! I wish her a happy life O_o;
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That day my friend Jessica invited maaaaaaany solid07 members in our conversation in MSN msngr, and woah!! I never knew there were ppl who know me, but I don't know them .. I dunno .. I'm not active there much these days .. But there were some ppl calling me MANNAAAAAAAAAAAN!! Woah!! Hehe!! That was fun ^^;
& yeah! Speaking about that conversation .. I didn't have anything else 2 do that day, that I just talked with those ppl .. My friends @ the end started 2 go 1 by 1, but there were enough ppl 2 talk with ..
Mannan: ok guys .. g2g now ..
Mannan: byeeeeeee
Alex: gone to go fighting ?
Alex: need an ak ?
Mannan: fighting?
Mannan: why?
Alex: plane ? plutonium ?
Mannan: eh? O_o;
Mannan: I dun get it
Seeyun: i think he's supp to be lame
Keibin: he is
Alex: shut up OC boy
*a small chat with Keibin (normal chat)*
Mannan: I'm out
Alex: no more towers to crash into man lol
I figured out what Alex said after a short while, but I just didn't want him 2 know that I knew what he meant .. He wanted 2 piss me off, and I don't actually get pissed off easily of ppl like him .. I know it hurt me when I read that, & I had teary eyes later when I thought of it again .. I started thinking about those old thought "Damn that bastard bin Ladin!! Without him nothing like that would have happened" .. I just thought a while after, I don't blame him 4 his hate .. From what he sees and hears .. Does he have 2 b mean like that?! even 2 a girl who has nothing 2 do with those terrorists?! He didn't even know I'm a muslim .. He just knew that I'm from Q8, and he began this crap!! Just, when will ppl like him grow up?!! Fine, let him hate us .. Just why did he have 2 show this much of meanness?!!
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AAAH!! My throat's hurting me more now .. I'm gonna take that herbal hot drink and go 2 bed .. maybe it'll do something>.<;
AAAAH!! My 2 ears r plugged 2gether now!! That's so much pain!!
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Byebye 4 now -_-zZ | 
